So it has been another busy week with kids school projects band concerts added to the general running of the home. I have been feeling good so I have been quite productive. In talking to my husband in the evenings I find that I almost always rate how good a day I have had based on how much of my to do list I have accomplished. I need to stop that! I have more value than how much laundry I get done or whether the floors were vacuumed. My happiness should not be measured by how much housework I am able to do. More wrong thinking on my part. I do this quite often.
My parents will be visiting for our spring break. They arrive on Good Friday and I am more than a little excited. I must confess to them a health issue I have been having though and I haven't felt like speaking of it. I feel like a failure even though it is something almost completely out of my control. More wrong thinking...see the pattern here. I think I am afraid of being perceived as a failure of some kind. I don't even feel right talking about this here yet which is unfortunate as it was meant to be a journal of sorts. Know that I am okay and healthy and will maybe write something soon. I haven't mentioned it to my mother though because I know that she will freak out and I feel like she worries about my sister so much that I don't need to add to her worry list. More wrong thinking.
So my prayer today is that we stop the wrong thinking and negative self talk. I pray that all my readers see themselves the way that the Lord sees them. We can be our own worst critics can't we. Have a blessed weekend all.
2 comments:
I am concerned about you though and wish I knew what to pray. I will write it down anyway and label it an unspoken need.
Have a blessed weekend! Glad you will have family for Easter.
I am good and well. I promise. I do appreciate your prayers. Truly, my problem is minor in the grand scheme of life.
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